crappedyshitcrap

So okay. It took me about 5hours to finish it and I feel dead and overworked and nerdy.
But here it is my new layout!
I think it looks Far better than my older one.
: D

muh @ layout

I think I am finally going to try to make a nice layout for my page, since this one really isn't all that wow and all.. muh.. I don't really like html all that much. The end result is nice, but still.. sucking. Oh and I don't like it that my layout will be permanently deformed if I don't make a nice one. since it took me over an hour to make this one look decent, and this one a ugh-prefabricated one. Stupid coding.
Tips anyone?

wonderfull

So okay, I didn't upload anything yesterday.
I had to move from my mum's to my dad's house and I kinda had alot of stuff to pack. :3
I think I had to bring with me, in total, one cardboard box and six or seven plastic bags of stuff haha :p Oh and ofcourse I had to bring the sewing machine and the threadboxthingy and the mannequin with me aswell. The car was pretty much stuffed. But I had to go by bike anyway, so I didn't mind that there wouldn't be enough room for me :p

But anyways, here are some pics of the stuff I was talking about yesterday (:
kisses♥

& alsonice:

damn, I'd kill for that umbrella.

hurray for internet

I've found so much amazing stuff on the internet.
They are simply just a-m-a-z-i-n-g! ♥ I spent the entire afternoon browsing because I accidentally saw something which I though was so fabulous, and then I couldn't stop :o
Aah I want to have too much stuff >.< I have a ginourmous hole in my hand which seems to be growing every minute.
But it was all so nice and cute or funny :3
I'm horrible.

Now I'm going to violently force myself to work on my PWS and not watch all those supercoolnice stuff xo


<3

P.S.: But I'll post some pictures of them later tonight anyway (:

i miss you time

Ooh I am soo busy with school and stuff nowadays, it's not funny anymore. I hardly have any time to do the things that I want.
I wish I had the time to watch Disney films and play with lego like I used to when I was still careless. I don't mind growing up, but that is just a huge downside. I have all this old video's of Ariel and Cinderella, but no videorecorder anymore. Stupid dvd's.
And I wish I had the time to actually read the magazines that I buy.
And I wish I had the time to make some new sketches instead of studying all the time - or cleaning the house for money. Yes, parents aren't always that understanding when it comes to giving you money with nothing in return.
So I have to make time for that aswell.
Something I didn't had enough of in the first place. I hardly even have time to write this blog!
And the most depressing thing about this all is that I put so much time and effort in schoolwork, but at the end of the day - or schoolyear - it has hardly prepared me for what I want to study after. For my future.
Cheap ass government. Don't they see that that's just wrong.

But anyhow.
I have to study, again. PWS. I think I need to file it in tomorrow.
Hope that my lazy ass partner has done something usefull by now.

love these

beatles

I like the Beatles, I really do. - Marley does not like them. Therefor I think he's a little crazy in his head. - But I do not like to make a presentation on them.
I don't presentations. Not at all. I always get a nervous and shaky and I say thinks the wrong way. Even if I prepared well.
Which I didn't do this time. Shame on me - again. The first date for the presentation was on the 17th of September. Tomorrow is the 22nd of Februari so I stalled it for over five months.
Well not just me, Diederik aswell. I don't think that he hates presentations just like I do. He's just lazy. Me too but that's not the main issue for me. We are absolutely terrible. Five months! That's alot.

But the good news is that tomorrow it will all be done. Hopefully.
If I don't get sick or have a migraine again. I've been sick for two weeks now. It sucks.

And I have officially gained the right to be disgusting. Thank you Emma.
<3

P.S.: The film Yellow Submarine. Watch it. It's awsome.

green tea and tissues

Last wednesday we went to Zwolle to hang out. I don't know why. Zwolle isn't that much fun. It was cool though (: We went to the H&M which sucks less than the H&M in Deventer. Which means I wanted to but everything which hurt like hell. And we went to some nice cycle stores. And I bought myself a cute cardigan for 3€ and a shirt and a nice little bag and another shirt for Died and all that togehter for 2€. hahaha it was soo cheap ^^ tee hee!
Later that evening we bowled and golfed and fenced on the Wii - so much fun lol.
But now I'm sick again. And my feet are killing me.
Yesterday I had a migraine and I felt like vomitting - ugh so nasty. I don't want to feel ill anymore. I don't want to feel ill anymore! It's been over two weeks and I am getting so sick and tired of it. It's unfair.

marley's new shoes

he wants them posted.
wierdo

bottoms

ooh I'm lovin' these! ♥


and these too
obv.

And I want myself a boyfriend blazer

miss

Oh and I want myself such a umbrella <3

boredom

Today is absolutely impossible. I don't think I remember a day thís boring. Gawd, it's awfull. There's absolutely nothing to do. There's nothing on TV. It's grey outside. And I'm broke. I pity myself. I wish I could be in a state of non existence for the day. It's a total loss of twenty-four supposingly usefull hours. And there's still so much I need to do:

• Wash my hair. I can't wash my hair, I simply can't, as long as I'm this bored. I'm afraid I might accidentally get drowned in boredom.
• I need to do my PWS D:
• I need to make a ckv presentation, which I hate. And Diederi, I hate you too. We all know you're not going to prepare now I have to wait for several days for you not preparing.
• I need to make an account on IBG so I'll recieve money when I'm 18, but it don't and do not want to understand the site.
• I want more money for clothes. It's bullshit. I practiccally have to buy everything myself, but I wont get allowance for it, cause my parents supposingly pay for it. Not.
• I need to finish my dress, but I feel too uninspired to do anything. So I do nothing. I don't want to ruin it or something.
• I need to sign in at ArteZ. But I need a scanner, and the scanner's at my dad's.

But ofcourse I don't do any of these things. Because I am absolutely and immensely bored.

boxing

I'm brilliant.

grannypants

I just got back from my grans birthday party and it was pretty nice.
The food was decent so that was a major plus.
There were all those wierd relatives who I hadn't seen for I can remember. Super scary, cause you know you'll have to kiss them - twice. when they leave.
That was slightly awfull lol.
But I found out my nephew is going to be a dad and that was wierd since the last time I saw him he didn't even had proper facial hair lol. But he's cool. And pretty bearded.

But actually I really am irritated by the lay-out of my blog. So I think I'll make a decent one myself one of these days.

And I still can't breathe properly. But I got some nice freshmints so that's okay.
And I am awsomly good at bowling on the Wii apparently. And I can golf.
You have no idea how cool I feel I am.

Lost in Translation

Ugh - I still have a flue -.-
My nose sounds like a door that wont close properly. It's insane.
It's cracky and it itches. I keep sneezing all the time.

Yesterday I watched Lost in Translation on Marley's laptop.
But we got tired so we never watched the end lol.


And I like Scarlett Johanson.
And her transparent umbrella.

And oh yes I want a lightrose wig like that <3

ivegotitblue

Today I had my last resist test so now I'm done yay ;D

This afternoon I went to buy my grandma a present - which actually was pretty hard lol, I think it took my over two hours. And I also bought Marley a present for Valentine's day - which we sorta celebrated today because it was too hard to not give him the present lol :3

Andd I bought myself a new cardigan in the most strange yet lovely colour of blue ever (: It sortof a mix between sea blue and sky blue but then a dusty version of it lol :p

But now I'm going to bed and take Marley away from the tv screen - addict
<3


And every night before I go to sleep I watch some fine boys in nice jeans.

empty wallet

means empty closet - sigh.

I wish I had more money :o
and more clothes!

This world is so cruel! All around you - in the media, on the streets, on the internet! - you see the most beautiful clothes ever. Let the government do something about it. It's worse than animal cruelty! It's like throwing a snickers bar in the middle of a diet club.
Why do parents never understand that lots and lots of beautiful clothes are more likely to make you feel amazing and fresh during the day than one hour of extra sleep ??
Meanies.

tissue-tastic

Ugh .. I'm afraid I'm getting a fever. Or at least a cold -.-
My head feels so heavy and my body is sore all over .. I so drasticly want a major massage.
Any proffessionals in the room?? No? - to bad - have to make my mum massage me then.
She's not great at it, but it sure is relaxing!
And I wish steaming wouldn't hurt so bad! It's so painfull for my eyes D: I know I'd feel alot better if I just wouldn't such a whimp but ... - I think I'm just going to take a shower instead. (:

Oh and by the way, look at this. Reminds me why I liked them so much :3
Sponsor me to get them as a pet. Or just one.

I wish I had a tail like that!

And a water boiler thingy!
I hate boiling water with a pan, I always burn my fingers.

.
kissesxx

idontliketests

I really really do not like tests. At all.
It does not matter how prepared or not I am, my body freaks out every time I have an important test.
Like yesterday. Yesterday I had my french risit test I had learnt better than every other time, but I woke up that morning with the most evil, awfull, braineating, eye popping migraine ever! It was so horrible and I was soo mad! Why always me !? Can't they bother somebody else for one time?? Somebody ugly perhaps lol.
But however - I did make my test and I am very proud of myself hahah. I felt like vomitting on the assignment form half of the time.. ugh -_-

BUT luckily I feel all better today (: And I even managed to study a little yesterday's eve after my headache decreased.
Today I had a philosophy test and a maths test.
Philosophy went suprisingly well but my maths however went surprisingly shitty. I didn't knew what half of the symbols and formulas meant even though I studied harder for my math.
Next tuesday I have another philosophy test. That's what I'm really scared of lol.

And I called my dad today and he said that my package from TopShop had arrived!! tee-hee ;D
Nothing can ruin my day now. - Or you must try to go to my dad's and destroy my shirt. I that case I'd kill you so don't do that.
BUT! like I said the shirt is delivered at my dad's and atm I'm at my mum's and the weather is quite horrifying D: -It's swinging between blizzard and showering. And I don't have to go out anymore today, so I'll think I'll pick up my shirt some other day [a].
Aaah my poor tee, all by itself at my dad's house. Which is kinda huge and dusty. -My dad does not really know to well yet how to vacuum clean and all that stuff.
No that's mean. He does know how to vacuum clean but that's about it.

So I think I'm going to end this post and go and daydream about my gorgeous t-shirt and perhaps do some philosophy later ;D

byes ♥

caprese with rocket

Okay so the picture-thingy didn't work out lol - stupid Emma with her headache xp

BUT :D we did go out to eat at some cheap Italian restaurant with delicious pizza's :3 and cappuchino's! Oh and so lame .. we didn't get anything with out cappuchino which I think is a must :w so we had to eat our own choclate haha and stole a lot of freshmints <3

And I hope my starwars tee will arrive tomorrow :3 I so want to wear it right now ahaha I drasticly want to go shopping for more clothes xo! I always want to shop, but today it's worse haha and I have no money whatsoever and I still need to but my grandma a present :o She is giving a party this zaturday for her 80th birthday.
This saturday it's Valentines day and it's the first one I get to spend with my boy :3 but we're not going to do anything because of my grandma's birthday - valentines day is actually her birthday. I want my birthday also to be on Valentine's day, that would be so much fun haha :)
My birthday is on the 5th of May, which is allright aswell because I never have school on my birthday -"bevrijdingsdag" lol- But that also means that almost nobody is around that day xo
That's a pity. But I am not to fond of giving parties anyway because I dont like to clean up the mess afterwards. I'll go to someone else's party haha :*)

But I'm going to quit now - have to study my math and french a bit more
I am going to be so glad when this week is over! Oooohh next week there's no school, almost forgot! yay :D

but anyways, byeees
xoxo

P.S.: I sooo want to-die-for killer-heel platform sandals ♥ like these:

po-po-pokerface

po-po-po-pokerface.
Can't help it, the song is stuck in my head.
And my computer finally has sound yay :3 Thank you Marley!
It didn't got a drive for the sound or something.. I dont understand shit of it lol

And I'm the queen of koffee making :*D Have to make koffee for marley the entire day lol :p No thats not true - but alot, considering he usually does not drink any koffee at all ..

Later today Emma is coming over, which is really nice because Emma has got this stupid idea that Den Nul -tiny ass shithole- is more fun than Deventer, so I don't see her that much anymore.
She wanted to make some photo's for her site - foolsfashion@blogspot - So that should be interesting ahaha I don't know what she wants but I'll let Marley go first hahah :*)
Sorry marley, iloveyou anywayz haha :3

xoxx
marina

french letters

So I told you yesterday I had to finish my drawing assignment today, but luckily my teacher understood my problems so now I have a few more days to finish it! yay :D that is like sooo nice !
And the rest of my day went well aswell :*) -two times "well" in a row sounds funny-
I had to see the head of VWO -vwo is a derection at high school which is preparable for university- for my end assignment of high school, because the group I'm in is running behind on the others. Which I don't think is my fault actually. The guy I'm with is just too lazy. He's a "lambal" so they say. :p
But it went well, he wasn't angry or anything. Most of the time people have to go see him they are in trouble lol, so I was a little scared, espacially because I forgot to print my assignment, which I kinda promised. Which reminds me I still have to e-mail it to him.

And I practised my resit test french and I feel like I finally understand what I'm doing wrong lol. I am too unpatient, I always for get to review it and I always forget the symbols like ' ` and stuff :p
So.. now it's just hoping I'll do well on my test. I really hope so because my audio/vidio test didn't go too splendid either xo

And besides all that I am really really happy today. I don't know why lol, I have to do the most awfull stuff today, but somehow it doesn't matters (:

Tonight my babyboy is coming over from the other side of the country^^ yay!
I'm so happy! I really missed him.. I hope we can do something fun this weekend, because I also have to learn for other resist tests aswell.

hmmm.. I hope we are going to eat any time soon cause I'm getting quite starved!
We're eating bread with salad and valess -which is alternative food for meat or fish, it's made of yoghurt o__o ..soo wierd! but it tastes so nice! :*)

And I want my tee! I ordered a supercute t-shirt at TopShop but I don't know when it will arrive.. I hope it will arrive on monday! :D
The site says "Order Despatched" but not when to arrive and that makes me kinda overexcited lol.
It's from starwars and I actually hate/dislike starwars(and star trek) -never watched it though, sounds too nerdy lol- but it says: "out of this world flavour.. BUBBLEGUM"
and i DOO like bubblegum :3 hahaha

OOOHHH my mom's finally making dinner!! ^^ yay I'm so hungry. Im going make my bread look pretty lol - I always make my bread look pretty :3
I can't eath ugly bread hahaha

byess!! xox

& I want one like that <3

Today

was soo lame/cool/boring/stressfull/dreadfull/awfully nice and colourfull.

First.
Today my school started at 11.05 AM which was soo nice :D but then when I was ready to leave for school I felt soo dizzy :s I was seriously afraid I was going to faint xo. That was lame. I felt quite dizzy for the entire day.
Oh and I had only 3 hours of school, which were quite useless, and eventhough I found myself still at school at four. I am soo bad at leaving school when I know I have lots and lots of work to do.. :/
Tomorrow I need to give in my drawing project, for which I am making a dress, tee-hee ;D But I am not quite done yet ... Oh AND next week I have my resist exams and I am soo scared!
On monday I have frensh, wrighting ughhh -.-, and on tuesday I have math and philosophy. And they both are really hard and I kinda have to start studying yet :x

This afternoon I had to go to my moms house - my mom and dad are seperated, I live with both of them every two weeks- so I had to pack all my stuff, btu of course I didnt had enough time, because I was mentally unable to leave school lol, so I kinda forgot half my stuff and took stuff that I still needed that day. -My mom picked up my stuff at five and I went there by seven or eight, because my dad still wanted to see me.
And I actually wanted to try and study french, but ofcourseee I packed my french books so I didnt had them around.. FAIL

OH OH OH ANDD!! -yes here it comes- .. My dad brought home two bags stuffed with the most b-e-a-utifull fabrics ever and I am sooo happy. I think they are worth a fortune :o It's soo much - heavenly!!! There's even 3 or 4, maybe even 5 yards, I didn't really mesure it lol, of chinese silk in there! <3 hope that she can help me with the dress for a little. sigh. lol.

byess xox

P.S.: Today I made some heavenly sketches and I have no clue how to manufacture them, but that's okay <3

hello you

today was crazy

this week is crazy

too much work

yayy made a dress
and sketchessss :D

andilikeyoghurt