i miss you time

Ooh I am soo busy with school and stuff nowadays, it's not funny anymore. I hardly have any time to do the things that I want.
I wish I had the time to watch Disney films and play with lego like I used to when I was still careless. I don't mind growing up, but that is just a huge downside. I have all this old video's of Ariel and Cinderella, but no videorecorder anymore. Stupid dvd's.
And I wish I had the time to actually read the magazines that I buy.
And I wish I had the time to make some new sketches instead of studying all the time - or cleaning the house for money. Yes, parents aren't always that understanding when it comes to giving you money with nothing in return.
So I have to make time for that aswell.
Something I didn't had enough of in the first place. I hardly even have time to write this blog!
And the most depressing thing about this all is that I put so much time and effort in schoolwork, but at the end of the day - or schoolyear - it has hardly prepared me for what I want to study after. For my future.
Cheap ass government. Don't they see that that's just wrong.

But anyhow.
I have to study, again. PWS. I think I need to file it in tomorrow.
Hope that my lazy ass partner has done something usefull by now.

Today

was soo lame/cool/boring/stressfull/dreadfull/awfully nice and colourfull.

First.
Today my school started at 11.05 AM which was soo nice :D but then when I was ready to leave for school I felt soo dizzy :s I was seriously afraid I was going to faint xo. That was lame. I felt quite dizzy for the entire day.
Oh and I had only 3 hours of school, which were quite useless, and eventhough I found myself still at school at four. I am soo bad at leaving school when I know I have lots and lots of work to do.. :/
Tomorrow I need to give in my drawing project, for which I am making a dress, tee-hee ;D But I am not quite done yet ... Oh AND next week I have my resist exams and I am soo scared!
On monday I have frensh, wrighting ughhh -.-, and on tuesday I have math and philosophy. And they both are really hard and I kinda have to start studying yet :x

This afternoon I had to go to my moms house - my mom and dad are seperated, I live with both of them every two weeks- so I had to pack all my stuff, btu of course I didnt had enough time, because I was mentally unable to leave school lol, so I kinda forgot half my stuff and took stuff that I still needed that day. -My mom picked up my stuff at five and I went there by seven or eight, because my dad still wanted to see me.
And I actually wanted to try and study french, but ofcourseee I packed my french books so I didnt had them around.. FAIL

OH OH OH ANDD!! -yes here it comes- .. My dad brought home two bags stuffed with the most b-e-a-utifull fabrics ever and I am sooo happy. I think they are worth a fortune :o It's soo much - heavenly!!! There's even 3 or 4, maybe even 5 yards, I didn't really mesure it lol, of chinese silk in there! <3 hope that she can help me with the dress for a little. sigh. lol.

byess xox

P.S.: Today I made some heavenly sketches and I have no clue how to manufacture them, but that's okay <3