busy busy beh beh

Oh I'm so busy.
My final exams are coming closer everyday and it's scaring the hell out of me D:
Bleh tomorrow PWS presentation. And no one is able to come see me ><
Stupid.

ohohoh AND

This is really nasty. If you want to see it click - here - .
I wont throw it in your face, cause it's nastyy.
She's too old to do that. And too naked to sit in that position. Unless you're gorgeous or something. Then it's somewhat accepted to sit like that. But she's not. At all. Yuck. Ewew. Neh.

appletuna

Today I made myself a gorgeous salad.
Because by now we all know I don't eat ugly food.
That's stupid. Because, you know, I made my own food today. So why eat ugly food if you have the opportunity to make it look pretty. That's why.


So because I do not make you all jealous and eat ugly food. I'll give you my superyummie gorgeous salad.

First: ingredients.
one apple - one tomato - one can of tuna (in water, oil is stupid in this salad :p) - one hand of mixed lettuce - cucumber

So :D haha

First put the lettuce in a deep plate. Then you open the can of Tuna and hold it with the can opener over the sink and continue to open it really slow so all the water seeps out so you don't have to wait for that afterwards :D hahaha
And then you shift the lettuce to one side of the plate and scoop 1/3 of the tuna on the empty side of the plate and tack it with a fork so it's not all lumpy (: ... And theeen you take the tomato and slice it in half. Now eat one half and slice one half in half again. Then you slice those parts in four and put them on your place.
THEN you take the apple - romove the core - and slice it in half. Slice one half in smaller pieces and throw the other one away. Or give it to the birds. Or eat it. It's your party.

And finally you you root it up a little and add some pepper (salt? nah) and eh eat :)

size=stupid

SO I haven't been on for the last day's but I'll try to be more this week.
This weekend was nice (: I went to Marley, who piched me up in Diemen instead of Heiloo which saved me almost 4€ haha :D AND we went to Alkmaar on saturday, which meen shopping :*) so I bought myself some underwear haha and the most cute/lovely/adorable/fabulous/etc shoes ever! They cost only 9,90€ which was soo nice, but the had like only two pairs left - or I just didn't look properly - of which one was one size to small and the other one size too big. So now I have shoes that are slightly too big haha. But I don't care. I've got the shoes. People who'd care are stupid. That's why they don't have the shoes - puh!
Ahaha I'm so happy (: Never thought shoes would make my day haha :p

Right now I'm going to work, and hopefully finish, my dress - school project.
And redo some old clothes, if I got the time.
(:

crappedyshitcrap

So okay. It took me about 5hours to finish it and I feel dead and overworked and nerdy.
But here it is my new layout!
I think it looks Far better than my older one.
: D

muh @ layout

I think I am finally going to try to make a nice layout for my page, since this one really isn't all that wow and all.. muh.. I don't really like html all that much. The end result is nice, but still.. sucking. Oh and I don't like it that my layout will be permanently deformed if I don't make a nice one. since it took me over an hour to make this one look decent, and this one a ugh-prefabricated one. Stupid coding.
Tips anyone?

wonderfull

So okay, I didn't upload anything yesterday.
I had to move from my mum's to my dad's house and I kinda had alot of stuff to pack. :3
I think I had to bring with me, in total, one cardboard box and six or seven plastic bags of stuff haha :p Oh and ofcourse I had to bring the sewing machine and the threadboxthingy and the mannequin with me aswell. The car was pretty much stuffed. But I had to go by bike anyway, so I didn't mind that there wouldn't be enough room for me :p

But anyways, here are some pics of the stuff I was talking about yesterday (:
kisses♥

& alsonice:

damn, I'd kill for that umbrella.

hurray for internet

I've found so much amazing stuff on the internet.
They are simply just a-m-a-z-i-n-g! ♥ I spent the entire afternoon browsing because I accidentally saw something which I though was so fabulous, and then I couldn't stop :o
Aah I want to have too much stuff >.< I have a ginourmous hole in my hand which seems to be growing every minute.
But it was all so nice and cute or funny :3
I'm horrible.

Now I'm going to violently force myself to work on my PWS and not watch all those supercoolnice stuff xo


<3

P.S.: But I'll post some pictures of them later tonight anyway (:

i miss you time

Ooh I am soo busy with school and stuff nowadays, it's not funny anymore. I hardly have any time to do the things that I want.
I wish I had the time to watch Disney films and play with lego like I used to when I was still careless. I don't mind growing up, but that is just a huge downside. I have all this old video's of Ariel and Cinderella, but no videorecorder anymore. Stupid dvd's.
And I wish I had the time to actually read the magazines that I buy.
And I wish I had the time to make some new sketches instead of studying all the time - or cleaning the house for money. Yes, parents aren't always that understanding when it comes to giving you money with nothing in return.
So I have to make time for that aswell.
Something I didn't had enough of in the first place. I hardly even have time to write this blog!
And the most depressing thing about this all is that I put so much time and effort in schoolwork, but at the end of the day - or schoolyear - it has hardly prepared me for what I want to study after. For my future.
Cheap ass government. Don't they see that that's just wrong.

But anyhow.
I have to study, again. PWS. I think I need to file it in tomorrow.
Hope that my lazy ass partner has done something usefull by now.

love these

beatles

I like the Beatles, I really do. - Marley does not like them. Therefor I think he's a little crazy in his head. - But I do not like to make a presentation on them.
I don't presentations. Not at all. I always get a nervous and shaky and I say thinks the wrong way. Even if I prepared well.
Which I didn't do this time. Shame on me - again. The first date for the presentation was on the 17th of September. Tomorrow is the 22nd of Februari so I stalled it for over five months.
Well not just me, Diederik aswell. I don't think that he hates presentations just like I do. He's just lazy. Me too but that's not the main issue for me. We are absolutely terrible. Five months! That's alot.

But the good news is that tomorrow it will all be done. Hopefully.
If I don't get sick or have a migraine again. I've been sick for two weeks now. It sucks.

And I have officially gained the right to be disgusting. Thank you Emma.
<3

P.S.: The film Yellow Submarine. Watch it. It's awsome.

green tea and tissues

Last wednesday we went to Zwolle to hang out. I don't know why. Zwolle isn't that much fun. It was cool though (: We went to the H&M which sucks less than the H&M in Deventer. Which means I wanted to but everything which hurt like hell. And we went to some nice cycle stores. And I bought myself a cute cardigan for 3€ and a shirt and a nice little bag and another shirt for Died and all that togehter for 2€. hahaha it was soo cheap ^^ tee hee!
Later that evening we bowled and golfed and fenced on the Wii - so much fun lol.
But now I'm sick again. And my feet are killing me.
Yesterday I had a migraine and I felt like vomitting - ugh so nasty. I don't want to feel ill anymore. I don't want to feel ill anymore! It's been over two weeks and I am getting so sick and tired of it. It's unfair.

marley's new shoes

he wants them posted.
wierdo

bottoms

ooh I'm lovin' these! ♥


and these too
obv.

And I want myself a boyfriend blazer

miss

Oh and I want myself such a umbrella <3

boredom

Today is absolutely impossible. I don't think I remember a day thís boring. Gawd, it's awfull. There's absolutely nothing to do. There's nothing on TV. It's grey outside. And I'm broke. I pity myself. I wish I could be in a state of non existence for the day. It's a total loss of twenty-four supposingly usefull hours. And there's still so much I need to do:

• Wash my hair. I can't wash my hair, I simply can't, as long as I'm this bored. I'm afraid I might accidentally get drowned in boredom.
• I need to do my PWS D:
• I need to make a ckv presentation, which I hate. And Diederi, I hate you too. We all know you're not going to prepare now I have to wait for several days for you not preparing.
• I need to make an account on IBG so I'll recieve money when I'm 18, but it don't and do not want to understand the site.
• I want more money for clothes. It's bullshit. I practiccally have to buy everything myself, but I wont get allowance for it, cause my parents supposingly pay for it. Not.
• I need to finish my dress, but I feel too uninspired to do anything. So I do nothing. I don't want to ruin it or something.
• I need to sign in at ArteZ. But I need a scanner, and the scanner's at my dad's.

But ofcourse I don't do any of these things. Because I am absolutely and immensely bored.

boxing

I'm brilliant.

grannypants

I just got back from my grans birthday party and it was pretty nice.
The food was decent so that was a major plus.
There were all those wierd relatives who I hadn't seen for I can remember. Super scary, cause you know you'll have to kiss them - twice. when they leave.
That was slightly awfull lol.
But I found out my nephew is going to be a dad and that was wierd since the last time I saw him he didn't even had proper facial hair lol. But he's cool. And pretty bearded.

But actually I really am irritated by the lay-out of my blog. So I think I'll make a decent one myself one of these days.

And I still can't breathe properly. But I got some nice freshmints so that's okay.
And I am awsomly good at bowling on the Wii apparently. And I can golf.
You have no idea how cool I feel I am.

Lost in Translation

Ugh - I still have a flue -.-
My nose sounds like a door that wont close properly. It's insane.
It's cracky and it itches. I keep sneezing all the time.

Yesterday I watched Lost in Translation on Marley's laptop.
But we got tired so we never watched the end lol.


And I like Scarlett Johanson.
And her transparent umbrella.

And oh yes I want a lightrose wig like that <3

ivegotitblue

Today I had my last resist test so now I'm done yay ;D

This afternoon I went to buy my grandma a present - which actually was pretty hard lol, I think it took my over two hours. And I also bought Marley a present for Valentine's day - which we sorta celebrated today because it was too hard to not give him the present lol :3

Andd I bought myself a new cardigan in the most strange yet lovely colour of blue ever (: It sortof a mix between sea blue and sky blue but then a dusty version of it lol :p

But now I'm going to bed and take Marley away from the tv screen - addict
<3


And every night before I go to sleep I watch some fine boys in nice jeans.

empty wallet

means empty closet - sigh.

I wish I had more money :o
and more clothes!

This world is so cruel! All around you - in the media, on the streets, on the internet! - you see the most beautiful clothes ever. Let the government do something about it. It's worse than animal cruelty! It's like throwing a snickers bar in the middle of a diet club.
Why do parents never understand that lots and lots of beautiful clothes are more likely to make you feel amazing and fresh during the day than one hour of extra sleep ??
Meanies.

tissue-tastic

Ugh .. I'm afraid I'm getting a fever. Or at least a cold -.-
My head feels so heavy and my body is sore all over .. I so drasticly want a major massage.
Any proffessionals in the room?? No? - to bad - have to make my mum massage me then.
She's not great at it, but it sure is relaxing!
And I wish steaming wouldn't hurt so bad! It's so painfull for my eyes D: I know I'd feel alot better if I just wouldn't such a whimp but ... - I think I'm just going to take a shower instead. (:

Oh and by the way, look at this. Reminds me why I liked them so much :3
Sponsor me to get them as a pet. Or just one.

I wish I had a tail like that!

And a water boiler thingy!
I hate boiling water with a pan, I always burn my fingers.

.
kissesxx

idontliketests

I really really do not like tests. At all.
It does not matter how prepared or not I am, my body freaks out every time I have an important test.
Like yesterday. Yesterday I had my french risit test I had learnt better than every other time, but I woke up that morning with the most evil, awfull, braineating, eye popping migraine ever! It was so horrible and I was soo mad! Why always me !? Can't they bother somebody else for one time?? Somebody ugly perhaps lol.
But however - I did make my test and I am very proud of myself hahah. I felt like vomitting on the assignment form half of the time.. ugh -_-

BUT luckily I feel all better today (: And I even managed to study a little yesterday's eve after my headache decreased.
Today I had a philosophy test and a maths test.
Philosophy went suprisingly well but my maths however went surprisingly shitty. I didn't knew what half of the symbols and formulas meant even though I studied harder for my math.
Next tuesday I have another philosophy test. That's what I'm really scared of lol.

And I called my dad today and he said that my package from TopShop had arrived!! tee-hee ;D
Nothing can ruin my day now. - Or you must try to go to my dad's and destroy my shirt. I that case I'd kill you so don't do that.
BUT! like I said the shirt is delivered at my dad's and atm I'm at my mum's and the weather is quite horrifying D: -It's swinging between blizzard and showering. And I don't have to go out anymore today, so I'll think I'll pick up my shirt some other day [a].
Aaah my poor tee, all by itself at my dad's house. Which is kinda huge and dusty. -My dad does not really know to well yet how to vacuum clean and all that stuff.
No that's mean. He does know how to vacuum clean but that's about it.

So I think I'm going to end this post and go and daydream about my gorgeous t-shirt and perhaps do some philosophy later ;D

byes ♥